So I was heating up my spagetti and everything went fine… Until I went to place a breadstick within the microwave and my hand lightly crazed the top of the microwave… AND A CLUSTER FUDGE OF ANTS ATTACKED!!! My spagetti was surprisingly fine but they got BOTH of the breadsticks…. 🙁 i wanted those…. I cleaned up the mess and the microwave (because it was just terrible. Like no wonder why they gathered up in there). But now I feel like ants are running up all over on me. I'm about to take a shower…. This is like a yearly problem over here so I shouldn't be surprise. I'm looking up some remedies and such that can kill them. I have found two which seem promising. I just need the go ahead from mother because I do so… I also have dishes that I need to do.

I feel like… I dunno… I feel like I'm growin gup. Because… I dunno. It's like my whole mind set on everything has just changed… Like when I need to get things done, I get them done. I don't even like stop and complain. Like I dunno. It's hard to explain i suppose. i just feel… different. Next year I will be a senior (with the hardest schedule that anyone has everyone seen) and I'm just… I'm so not ready…. Like I have been waiting to turn eighteen and to move out for like I don't even know how long. But now that it is coming up closer every day, I just get more scaried. I'm not prepared. I don't have a job. I don't have a car. I'm not mentally prepared. I want to blame it all on my mother but like, I'm tired of blaming people for my problems. Like sure she has made everything difficult, but like what parents don't?! I don't know. I'M NOT PREPARED and I'm scared…

I dunno. I need to work and be productive. yay…

2 Comments
  1. NotShakespeare 7 years ago

    You don't actually have to achieve all that at the age of 18, so you might be overkilling… Keep up with the job and be good at school, that's what you have to do for now. When the time comes you'll just grow up and be prepared, don't be afraid. Hope it helped, be safe!

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  2. Andie372 7 years ago

    You are maturing, but don't be in a rush to do everything by 18.  When you're ready you will know it. I left home at 19, was not ready and wound up back at home, kind of embarrassed.  Eventually I got my own place things just kind of fell into place.

     

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