Left my mom's place yesterday afternoon…here at my dad's right now. On my way here yesterday, I was crying while driving my car… so sad that I have to leave my moms, but I know it is for the best.

Looking forward to the holidays.. usually I spend Christmas Eve with my dads side of the family. I really wanted to spend Christmas day with my mom…but that's not going to happen. The last time I had spent Christmas day with my mom, was a couple years now. I miss the good holidays… when my grandparents were still around. Christmas day was always wonderful… we would always go to my grandma's house on Christmas and have a wonderful Christmas dinner. Makes me cry right now, but in a good way. I am hoping maybe next year, my sis and I can spend xmas with my mom. All I know, is I never want to see my mom's husband ever again. I am glad I don't have to worry about his bull anymore. Everyday while at my moms, it felt like I had to walk on eggshells around him. No more feelings of that.

My dad is so happy that I am staying with him until I get my own place. I am cold right now, hard to type..my hands need to warm up. Been applying for more jobs… taking a break from the college life, going to work fulltime for a while.. and thinking about going back in the fall. Lots to do. I am just so thankful for my family and dear friends who support everything and anything I do. I am thankful for the friends I have on here… Life would be a little harder if I weren't able to vent on here. Thankful for Anxiety Tribe.

Things are looking up… just keeping positive…I wish my mom well, and I hope when her time comes, she will leave that jerk.

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  1. Halogen25 11 years ago

    Lol, its good that you are seeing possitive things kiddo. Sorry about the home life but its good that you are someplace comfortable were you can relax and recharge 🙂

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