I am always there for pple to talk to! But when its comes to "Hey (family/friend) can I get a dollar and I'll pay you back, with out a doubt never fails I always get "i am broke" or I'm srry I haven't got ma check yet" when I try saying these things I ended up choking and giving in! I am tired of all this b.s and I am tired of pple not being there for me when I am always right there for every single person I know even the pple who I really truely hate!

Why me? Why do I care so much about my family and friends so much? Why do I care about my friends so much and when it come to what I want, nd need help, my needs and everything else always comes second or third! I am the first one to lend a friend/family money(even my last dollar)