I just wanted to let you know about my family situation some more. I\’ve been talking to this guy recently, and his parents are divorced and he really understands what I feel like. I think I\’m in love with him, though I don\’t know if he likes me back.
My mom is going to leave. I can just feel it in my gut. My dad has been a jerk for the past year and a half because he\’s going through a midlife crisis. We\’ve been trying to deal with it. I can\’t handle it anymore. My mom can\’t handle it anymore.
I\’m scared that this guy isn\’t going to be here for me when my mom leaves. My options are, suicide, or, talk to someone. i\’m going to break. i can\’t handle this. I cannot do this anymore, especially on my own. I need help. I don\’t want to die, i just think it\’s the only option.