I just need to vent out. I can't sleep, I need my sleeping pill. I don't like this time of the day, from midnight to morining. Because I can't sleep and everything is dark and there's so much silence. I feel so alone. I was kinda having an anxiety attack. I was desperate. I felt like a failire, kind of still do. Because if I have God, why should I fear, right? So I felt/feel like I failed Him. And I didn't want to read the Bible, because it sometimes scares me. The Tv wasn't working or the internet, so I decided to do it. A few minutes ago. I started reading Psalm 27 and 28. Here are some verses. You don't have to comment, I just needed to do this. Thanks.
God really is awesome!, Today wasn't good. I felt so down.
1. The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the Lord is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?
2. Though an host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear: though war should rise against me, in this will I be confident.
3.One thing have I desired of the Lord, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord, and to enquire in his temple.
4.For in the time of trouble he shall hide me in his pavilion: in the secret of his tabernacle shall he hide me; he shall set me up upon a rock.
5.Hear, O Lord, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me, and answer me. When thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto thee, Thy face, Lord, will I seek. Hide not thy face far from me; put not thy servant away in anger: thou hast been my help; leave me not, neither forsake me, O God of my salvation.
5. I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait on the Lord: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the Lord.
1. Unto thee, O Jehovah, will I call: My rock, be not thou deaf unto me; Lest, if thou be silent unto me, I become like them that go down into the pit. Hear the voice of my supplications, when I cry unto thee, When I lift up my hands toward thy holy oracle.
2.Blessed be Jehovah, Because he hath heard the voice of my supplications. Jehovah is my strength and my shield; My heart hath trusted in him, and I am helped: Therefore my heart greatly rejoiceth; And with my song will I praise him. Jehovah is their strength, And he is a stronghold of salvation to his anointed.