I dreamt about my kids last night. I miss them so much and they won’t talk to me. Starting on Sunday I am going to start to write letters again. My daughters birthday is friday. She will be 19. I sent her a nice starfish necklace for her birthday and a pretty card. She only called me when I sent her a motorcycle necklace. She has hurt herself on them before. That is her favorite hobbie she does with my x now. SHe has a boyfriend who is a fisherman now also.