I dreamt about my kids last night. I miss them so much and they won’t talk to me. Starting on Sunday I am going to start to write letters again. My daughters birthday is friday. She will be 19. I sent her a nice starfish necklace for her birthday and a pretty card. She only called me when I sent her a motorcycle necklace. She has hurt herself on them before. That is her favorite hobbie she does with my x now. SHe has a boyfriend who is a fisherman now also.
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dark times..
delane1, , Anxiety, Depression, Marriage & Family, OCD, Grief, Stress, 2
Shortly more than a month from now, the one-year “anniversary” of my daughter’s death will be here. *sigh Sitting...
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Processing intense emotions
antirin, , Anxiety, Depression, Marriage & Family, OCD, Anger, Anxiety, Depression, Medication, Relationships, Sex Therapy, Sexual Abuse, Therapist, Therapy, 2
Lately a lot has been happening in my head. I have been trying my best, on my own, to...
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Things I miss about Mom
Iris.Dar, , Depression, LGBT, Marriage & Family, Teens, Child, 6
Hey A, One of the things I miss the most about Mom, was that she tried to always think...
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8 Jan 2018
delane1, , Anxiety, Depression, Marriage & Family, OCD, Anger, 0
It’s been an interesting start to the week, i really must say. What began as another painful, stressful morning,...
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Be vulnerable OVER MY DEAD BODY
Littlewing, , Anxiety, Marriage & Family, Anxiety, Child, Relationships, 0
Earlier i saw this post about how its okay to be vulnerable and that its even brave, I mean...
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Relationships
KyeKye10122, , Marriage & Family, Relationships, Suicide, 4
Relationships are like pain. Every guy will break you or worse make you very well suicidal, unless you find...
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Dead inside
Missedthestartinggun, , Depression, Marriage & Family, Career, Child, PTSD, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, 1
It’s been quite a struggle through the years. One thing after another. Watched the murder of a sibling and...
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i want to die(again)
Aquazium, , Depression, Marriage & Family, Uncategorized, Psychosis, 0
no one cares and i’m so crazy and psychotic was throwing flares, said i was fine and they bought...