Been gone for a little while now with the holidays and what not. Over all it was fine…had a good time seeing my parents and brother. Had a good little creative session that I kinda wish that I’d been better at. Got my long awaited 11th tattoo. And before all of that even began I had the worst panic attack that I’ve had in years. I’ve not felt that way, that scared in a very very long time. I can now safely say that I’m glad that my attacks have lessened and even when I do get them it is nothing as horrific as the one I had a week ago Tuesday evening.
I was driving down the 2 hours to get to my old home town to meet up with my mom and brother and to get my tattoo. I was more then half way there when this huge semi truck which I was passing decided that he too needed to be in my lane. I was about midway up on him when he started to quickly change lanes. The highway between
Since that happened I’ve found it extremely difficult to travel on the freeway next to big trucks. I’ve always had a problem passing them and not knowing if they were going to suddenly change lanes. I’d been having driving anxiety before all this and now it’s gotten worse. I had to drive back home Saturday late afternoon and was nervous as hell. Relieved that there were hardly any large trucks but still nervous about all the other drivers. Last night when I wasn’t even driving we were next to this huge tour bus and I told
Anyways…That’s that…I’ve not had internet and haven’t had a way of venting all of this for almost a week now. So its good to finally have that out in a blog and out of my system. I hope you all had a great holiday and that you all are looking forward to an even better new year.