Okay so I don’t know if you will read this -but it feels good to put something out there you know?

Do long blogs scare people? I hope not. This isn’t too bad.

Let’s see. Today it rained a lot which meant I was stuck indoors. That’s okay but I wanted to longboard. That fresh air when I cruise while listening to music just makes me feel free. It’s been about a week since I’ve boarded due to a ton of storms rolling through.

As a background here’s why I’m on here. Closeted bi in a house that I know is unsupportive and I cant say anything about it to anyone because I know I’d be kicked out. I have one friend who I know would support me but the whole idea of coming out in real life is something that’s only existed in my mind as something I would never actually do. Maybe one day. You all know the same struggle we go through with different reasons making life hard. Ah whatever. Ive handled four years of secrets so I can handle it. … gah.

Not gonna lie it does take a toll on my mental health a lot though. That’s where relaxing through longboarding, art, and listening to music helps the general state of mind. Getting a bit tired lately. If I don’t keep myself busy, generally my mental health falls a bit. I handle it okay though and its never been a serious problem for me. Usually I just find myself a bit sad/lonely while I dream for a bit.

Really I am generally a happy person, its just when I look to wanting a relationship or a deeper connection with someone that I feel this way. But from what I’ve seen, a lot of people feel that way.

I’ve never met any other lgbtq people that I’ve been able to talk to and really get to know so I just wanted to see what support is out there and to maybe make myself feel a bit more sure about my recent self acceptance. Mostly I guess I just want to know that there are people out there like me.

What do you all do for your mental health? What do you enjoy? I’m interested.

Also thanks for reading. Means a lot 🙂

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