I have been thinking alot on the subject of forgivness. It is hard to say and hard to do as well. But I realize latley that life is just to short to hold things against people. it is hard to bring myself to just let things go. Whether I am right or wrong. We all are human and make mistakes. That is a given. it is not easy to let go of pride and say "Let it go." I mean what good does it do me in the long run to harbor hate or anger? I am not one without fault either. I make mistakes just like the nexst person. At the end of the day what matters the most? My stuff or my character? I want to be known for the person that I was. For the people that I helped in this life. Nothing beyond that matters. LIfe is what I make it. I can choose to take the miserable path or a path of helping and loving those around me.

Anger is only part of life. I know that I will feel those feelings of anger but it is what I do with that anger. Do I keep that anger inside or do I share that feeling with some-one and then let go? It is not easy by any means to do that. It is so hard to do. I think that the shorter my life becomes the more I will see the things in my life I have become angery over as small things that are not worth getting angery over. so I have to take an inventory of my anger and see what I can do about it. This is not a lecture it is just some-thing that I have thought about. so I hope that this blog help some-one out there that has built up anger and can't see past it to forgive. I know that I still have things I need to work on. All I can do Is keep trying. That is all that I can do.