So, I received some things from my boyfriend and now it’s saying he’s blocked. I’m worried the e-mail might’ve kicked him out due to this and now I’m panicking. I like talking to him, but I think the e-mail didn’t quite enjoy it. I don’t like feeling separated like this. I came to school early to talk, but I can’t now, since he’s blocked. I’d start a Facebook, but I don’t know how to set that up. I want to cry. I miss him already. I wish this wasn’t so difficult. I know I shouldn’t be emotional about it, but I’m worried something bad might happen. This isn’t what I wanted. I wanted to have a good relationship. I was trying to work this out, but, again, I’m worried he might be in trouble now. I don’t want that. I don’t know what to do. I feel super hopeless and I’m super upset. I shouldn’t be like this. Graduation’s tomorrow, for crying out loud! I shouldn’t be emotional like this. I SHOULDN’T! I feel like I’ve been stabbed. It hurts really bad. For once in my life, I felt happy again and now it’s gone. All I wanted to do was talk and show him my haircut. But I can’t.
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