Today was a bad day…l am so mad that I think I might blow up.  It turns out that the laptop I just bought for school which was $1400 was stolen by my fucking asshole husband and when I went to get it back today the owner told me that Randy did not pawn it, but that he SOLD it….for $60!!  I could hardly breathe.  I called the police immediatly b/c at that moment I decided that I wanted him to go to jail.  He gets off for everything and I am so sick and tired of it.  Maybe if he actually went to jail for more than 7 days he would learn a lesson and possibly get clean enough to realize that he's going to lose me.  The best damn thing he's got!  But of course….no such luck.  They said basically I am shit out of luck b/c we are married.  So that's great.  He has wasted so much of my money…I sware I'd be rich if it weren't for him.  I do not want to even be in the same room as him.  He makes me ill.  This just might be the shortest marraige ever.  No wait…I think Brittany Spears earned that award already.  Basically I want a divorce.  I am already planning on moving to my moms until this semester is over and I can work more and save to move out.  I am just so mad that I gave into love again and tried to trust someone and here I am….getting ready to start over.  Maybe I need a woman! Who knows what I need.  To be alone I think.  I just can't wait to be alone and not have to sleep with my purse, hide my money and car kets, and then get mad at myself when in that one instant that I forget to hide them, he's off with my car for an entire day.  I know I chose him as ahusband, but I did not choose to be this miserable with him.  I am complaining and I know I sound whiney but God I just don't know what else to do!