I have been having a very rough time lately . Even though I am on anxiety medication , 15 Milligrams of Lexapro my anxiety & stress has been up . This past Friday night my aunt Edris passed away , this was my mom's sister in law , she was married to my uncle Lloyd which was my mom's brother's wife , she was 90 yrs old & suffered with Parkingson's disease for quite a long time . Of course when I got the phone call from my mom , I was very saddened by this news , when I told my partner about this , he didn't act as thought he cared . My partner is Bipolar & OCD so when he gets into one of his moods , he can be quite seflish , his moods are also affects by the seasons such as the spring , so when the spring comes he will cycle , yesterday was fine example of his cycling , blew up all because lettuce was put on his mexican food for the first time , of course he took al his anger & frustration out on me, this blow up of course lead to an even bigger arguement , I told him that he triggers my anxiety & he completely denied it & won't take accountiblity for his part he plays in triggering my anxiety , especially with his temper . THe more he yells the worse my anxiety gets , the more impatient he becomes the more anxious . He told me that I need therphy & that I have mental & emotional issues , then he processed to tell that I'm lazy & that I have an excuse for everything & that he is trired of dealing with me . THen tonight he is all loving & sweet , I don't get him