I need someone. And I know is stupid to say that will heal if I’m with someone. I’m not ready for a relationship but, i just need someone to talk to and just someone I could simply hug. I want to feel safe and in peace, being by myself doesn’t bring much to me. The amount of anxiety and sadness I have ain’t it. I’m tired of starving myself to avoid cutting, I’m tired of loving other snd feeling like i need them. I’m tired of walking out, I need help but I feel hopeless. I really want peace and happiness and is so hard to understand why I can’t find it and if I do find some happiness it doesn’t last. I’m tired, I can’t find a source for feeling better, I’m running out of options and I really just want to be home.