i CANNOT stand my psychology class. i mean, it's bad enough most of the time, since everyone in there is either a blockhead jock, an ignorant overweight african american girl, or a preppy chick with no thought in her shiny blonde head, and they all have one thing in common: they took the class to get an easy A or to just talk about themselves non stop. well, i took the class because i'm actually fascinated by psychology, seeing as how i've been seeing a psychiatrist ever since i was 5. i'm more concerned with other people and how to help them, while the people at my high school are more concerned with how to make fun of other people. it's so sickening, sometimes i make myself throw up or pass out so i can miss the bus and therefore not have to spend another day in this toxic wasteland.

none of those kids know what OCD is like. and it doesn't help when it's all you've known your whole life. my brother, mom, dad, aunt, cousins, etc, have OCD or some other kind of mental disorder. you wanna know what one of the kids in my psych class said about people with OCD? "we should just throw them all in a dumpster." !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's people like that that just make me want to commit suicide or make myself deaf or just get locked up in an institution for the rest of my life because it's disgusting that we live in a world like this.

the worst part was my teacher was encouraging the laughter and ridicule. we were watching a video about a woman who has OCD in which she has to wash her hands in a certain fashion or she doesn't consider herself clean. then they cut to a scene where they were interviewing her husband, and he was sitting near a home bar/dining room area. my teacher goes "notice where he's sitting? the bar!! HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA!!" i'm sorry, maybe my funny bone is broken, but i just can't see the humor in that. maybe the funny part just flew over my head and landed on everyone else, cause they were laughing their asses off. i'm sorry, but i'm not going to waste tax payers money to sit in a class that makes me borderline suicidal. and people keep telling me "suck it up, just deal with it, you can't do anything to change it". well, you're wrong. i could go to the news, i could go to the board of education, i could talk to my congressman (or woman?), i could resort to truancy, i could commit suicide. there are plenty of things i can do to change it. but it's not just for my benefit. it's for all the kids who are put through this torture of sitting here, letting people make fun of you, and then being told to suck it up. why? because they're afraid to shake things up? cause i'm not! i've had enough of this bullshit! it's time for them to learn a lesson or to learn to shut their mouths and seal it with superglue, because i'm done.