I feel such a relief after finally returning to my Spirituality group online at ACIM Gather on PalTalk. I was welcomed back with open arms. I recieved a huge hug from one of my favorite people and words of encouragement from many others.
I couldn’t sleep and I assume it is this great feeling of relief and excitement at returning to "Gather". As well, I think I napped to long during the day time yesterday.
So much is going on in my world or so it seems. I have court on Tuesday whereby I have been told my case will be continued by my Public Defender. I need to file some paper work this week in order to get my $500 back from the States Attourney, which was confiscated in my cannabis bust. It was money left over from my SSD check and from a stimulus check I had just cashed. I hope too God they don’t keep that money. I need it badly for getting my car fixed.
My nasal sinus has been drying up the last couple of days. I believe it is a reaction to a Haldol Deconate shot I recieved against my will earlier this month. Actually I think it might be the Cogentin that is causing the dryness. It pisses me off that I have to take another medication to relieve the symptoms of the original medication.
I’ll be seeing my new therapist again on Tuesday. I have hopes in getting some help to clarify my goals for therapy and beyond. The big issue is my returning to work. I need to increase my income for a time. I just hope I don’t lose my SSD for good by returning to work. I think I have enough history off mental illness that it will be easy to reapply for benefits if I do lose them and need them back.
I have no idea about what kind of work I will return too. I just hope it pays well eventually. I’m hoping to get some schooling before returning to work. It’s going to be a slow, and tedious process.
If you read my blog, Thank you. and Peace, Joy, and Love too you as well, Don