I had to go to my cousin's boy's baptism today, which in itself wasn't a big deal.  Things were fine until my sister comes over to me and says "that's him".  I looked over without thinking and made eye contact with the most vicious, vile, horrific excuse of a human being imaginable.  I honestly thought  my stomach was doing flips, I wanted to vomit.  This "family" member is a convicted rapist who has attacked both my aunts and step dad repeated times while they were growing up, he is a thief, and a drug addict.  Lord only knows who else this piece of shit has hurt in his life.  

Now I don't feel safe.  It is 3 am and I just checked the doors for the 4th time.  This isn't even ocd, I don't think, I made eye contact with him.  I don't know why he was there, I can't believe my grandpa talks to him.  I would have never ever brought Connor to that baptism if I had known.  He knows where we live, he knows we are a family of three women.  He probably thinks there aren't guns in this house.  

The only thing I ever respected my step dad for was protecting us from that monster.  He made me promise I would never even go in the same room as him.  Those words and the seriousness in his voice has stuck with me.

When the hell will they just lock these subhumans away for the rest of their lives?  Better yet, how about just shooting them in the head.  Two beautiful teenage women were murdered by a man who was a convicted rapist released from prison recently.  What is it going to take to keep these people away from society forever?  Some people do not deserve second chances.