I had a last straw this morning and realised that I can't go on like this anymore. I can't be letting my emotions (mostly frustration and anger) getting the best of me. I don't want to be acting on impulse anymore and I need to do something about it. I just hope to god the psychiatrist will listen properly and diagnose or not properly. He may say there is nothing wrong with me and I just have anger issues or I'm just not taking stress very well but I don't think that will happen. I have to write down everything I need to tell him and make sure I don't leave anything important out. I have trouble remembering my outboorts when I'm feeling better so I think I will write it down as I'm feeling it and as it changes. I know for sure that I'm a nervous and anxious person most of the time and that little things make me anxious and scared. I also know that I can't deal with stress anymore and lose my patience with everyone but especially my family and this is why I've decided to see a psychiatrist. I don't want them to suffer my craziness any longer but will I be fixed up soon. Will he give me the right meds and will I get worse or better after. I also don't want to be fat and that alone would make me miserable. I realise the impact of my self and others because of my behaviour but some how I can't help my self anymore like I use to and I hope that next Tuesday at 3.20pm something will come out of my meeting with a psychiatrist.
Does anyone know what I can accept from the first meeting and would he be able to diagnose me just after 1 meeting? It's so expensive and I don't think I want to go to him often.