I don't belong here anymore
Didn't think I ever would
Time moves faster with the days
Still i feel like I'm in a daze
I'm just so weak today

Feel like i'm dying again
but turns out I'm just crying again
Crimson tears filled with fears
I understand my day is coming
Still think I might be learning

(chorus)
But once again I'm going to break
I can't turn from the monster inside
From it I derive some twisted pride
It's the only way I feel alive
Will it be the reason I take you alive?

So you come around
Trying to bring me down
Tell me that I got a chance
You act like you want to pull me up
Really just can't wait to bury me

I feel something building in me
Coming to a climax of wait
Tell me that you want a chance
I hear the screaming in the back
My head is fucking killing me

(chorus)
But once again I'm going to break
I can't turn from the monster inside
From it I derive some twisted pride
It's the only way I feel alive
Will it be the reason I take you alive?

(bridge)
Tell me again what you want
Fuck it you can't have what you want
This time it's about ME
FUCKING ABOUT ME
Scream, yell, your pain I will quell
As I tare out your heart
I'll send you to fucking hell
More tears as you die
After I tore out your eyes
No soul inside, NO HEART LEFT BEHIND
This life is a fucking disguise
I CARVED MY WAY OUT INSIDE
NOW I'M INSIDE YOU!

(chorus)
But once again I'm going to break
I can't turn from the monster inside
From it I derive some twisted pride
It's the only way I feel alive
Will it be the reason I take you alive?