just trying to 'unwrap' some thoughts that i've been holding on to for the past few months. but not going to say it in a straightforward manner cos my other blog has been discovered by my mother. she said it was "accidental".

so i'm really frustrated with work. i believe that everyone hates me or something. and i feel like they're talking about me when i'm not around. i'm especially frustrated with my colleague – lex. geez, he's known as 'the grumbler' cos he complains about lotsa things but when the boss is around he says things are fine.

for the first time in my life, i think i'm in love. but it's not going as smooth as i'd thought it would be. i'm just kind of confused now. i wonder if this man is for me? i love him to death, and just saying that alone gives me a weird feeling. why do i love him so? he has my heart. and sometimes it can hurt, too. i swear. my gosh. how am i to deal with such misery? love is not s'posed to feel this way, or should it? i'm no expert in this field. i don't think i've ever felt this way before. and i can't believe how i'm not afraid to open up to him. if it were other guys, i would be more reserved. i just feel so at ease with him.

i love the feeling of being with him cos the world just disappears. i wish i could be with him 24/7. i need him but can't show it cos i don't want to come across as needy. i want to cling to him but don't want to come off as clingy. i just… love him to death. you really do have my heart, jer. i love you. love you so much.

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  1. lamy 12 years ago

    Women go sentimental about love ,and it seems you are in love,thats great hope the rest of your life goes like that ,there is not enough love in this world .TAKE CARE

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