Ok, so I wish I could post something positive everytime, but man, I am irritated. Irritated with people taking advantage of me. I guess I put myself in the position agreeing over and over to doing favors, but now it's getting old. I'm just not going to respond to these particular requests any longer. I  guess I am just a little tifted at a person who seems to think she is my friend but uses me over and over. She doesn't call me unless she needs something, and if she does something for me it seems like I need to do something for her. I am not down with this friendship. It's really selfish, and in a way it's my fault for not seeing it from the beginning, but I guess sometimes I just think I'm being a good friend, when it's really a one way street. You know I'm here to listen, to lend an ear, to lend a hand with a difficult task, but I am not here to watch your child while you shower, go tanning, or get a message! Are you kidding me? It's a little ridiculous…I guess what brought me to light was the other day when I had agreed to watch her daughter for an hour while she  got a message but come morning my son was sick and was going on day  three of a fever and I was headed to the doctor and said, "Look, my baby is pretty sick and I am taking him to the doctor can you reschedule?" The response I would have expected was, " I am so sorry to hear about your son, don't even worry about!" But no this is what I get, " Could you be back by 11? She can still give me a message at 11?" Being the slow one I am, I didn't react quickly and said, "sure call you when I get home." Well, his ears were both infected, and a few days later I find out he has rosiola, and his entire body is broken out in a rash. But I agreed to watch her daughter that day, along with my child who probably wanted nothing more then to sit and watch baby einstine all day. I guess mostly I am mad at myself, I have defended this person over the last year, saying I am just trying to be there for her because she is unhappy, and doesn't have anyone else, and I am just getting tired, getting tired of being used. I want to be used as a tool, not a quick fix…sorry everyone for the angry words, I don't usually get this mifted..but I just had to vent..anyone else been in a situation like this before?