I am 16 1/2 years old and I’ve been having so many therapy sessions but there pointless they just make me feel worse I live in a stupid children’s home so my birth parents neglected me at birth and my adopted parents abused me through my life then when I move into care I get attacked and raped I am always getting told I’m uggly. What is the point of going on with life when u don’t belong in the world I’ve tried suicide 40+ times and this time is going to be successful I’ve had enough of this stupid world see u all on the otherside this picture below is me never foget me guys

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  1. winniefenty 7 months ago

    Hey Harley, I don’t know you yet, but I know you’re a strong girl.
    I know life’s a bitch, and we don’t always get what we want.
    I know life’s not fair and I can only imagine what you’re going through.
    Harley, you’re a pretty young lady and the people calling you ugly are miserable and they’re jealous of you.
    Dear, don’t let them get to you cos, that’s what they want, to get into your head.
    You’re special and beautiful and will always be.
    Just don’t take your life.
    You’re loved:3

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  2. aquazium 7 months ago

    Hey Harley,
    Thanks for responding to my blog, haha, here I am, responding to yours!
    I get you, girl!! I hate myself, too!! Honestly, though! You are so pretty!!
    I agree with what everyone else is saying, they don’t know you!!
    You will find something that works. You will find a therapist who can help. Have you heard of Cognitive Behavioral Therapy? That focuses on your brain and your cognitive distortions(like thinking you know that someone hates you when you actually can’t read their mind, or catastrophizing, thinking everything is a disaster, or only seeing the bad, never the good…), There’s also EMDR therapy, where you look at specific things or move your eyes different ways and it brings back memories and helps your body to process. You will find the right thing for YOU.
    There’s someone who will find you and protect you. God will send you a friend to be with you. It’s going to be okay. I’m here for you, do you want to talk?

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  3. samwise77 6 months ago

    Hi Harley

    Thanks for the friendship request. I was reading your post and I just want to say I am really sorry to hear about all the shit you’ve been through in your short life. I can’t imagine how difficult it must be dealing with all of it. That being said, hang in there. There will be a day when you will find people who will treat you with respect and the love you deserve. There are a LOT of despicable people out there but there are a LOT MORE decent people. Sometimes it just takes a while to find them, as it does a decent therapist.

    Just this week I tried an online support group that meets often and I think it might be something you could find beneficial. They have support groups especially for young adults too which is nice. Just go to DBS Alliance. It’s free and I really enjoyed my first group session this week.
    There is also a sister website (which I haven’t tried yet but probably will called HeyPeers. They do both individual and group sessions there. It might be a place where you can find a trusted person to share with.

    I promise I’m not spamming you. Since it was something I came across recently, I thought I would share. Good luck with everything. I’m here to listen if you need to talk. Have a great day!

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