So 2 weeks ago my father passed away due to coronavirus. We were very close. Had the same interests. He was babysitting my daughter when i was at work.
We argued before he died because of stupid things.
He will never know i loved him so much and he was the best father ever.
Had panic attacks since.
Cant cope with him being gone.
Very sorry for your loss.
So sorry for your loss. I lost my dad 2 1/2 years ago and it still hurts. I miss him every day. Your dad did know how much you loved him. He would not want you feeling guilty about anything.