Lately I don’t feel like my self anymore

I feel so drained

Feel like I’m getting worse by the day

I see my death more nights then some 

Soul feels like it’s empty

Feeling like a shell of what used to be me

Seriously lost myself being out here

Sad thing no one notices I’m dying slowly 

Asking to die more nights then some

Waking up disappointed not understanding y I’m still alive

Feel like I’m in hell

Just around to surfer

Can’t remember what happiness feels like

Seems like I really am dead 

Don’t even feel things anymore

No appetite just feel so empty so alone

Like no one understands where I’m coming from

Maybe one day I can find me again

Wish I knew where I lost me at