4-21-2020

Today, my back hurts really bad, cause I pulled a muscle a few days ago.. And I’ve been really depressed today. My boyfriend thinks I should go get help. I probably should, but I’m scared to. I’m scared they will keep me and not let me come home. I don’t want to be locked away and forgotten about..

4-23-2020

Today, I was in a good mood all day. I did a lot of my Fire training, and passed 9 out of 10 certifications so far. I failed the last one, so I just have to wait a while and I can take it again. But I was really upset that I failed the last one. I was doing really good. But then again, I am really tired, and I’ve been working on it all day.