who is this looking at me in the merrier it looks like me but it just can’t be me there is no way that it’s me

it’s like the prison people see and talk to is fake it’s not me it’s not real it just can’t be all the things i have said it  was not me it was the thing pretending to be me i would like to think that it’s me but i know it’s not cuz it’s all of my demon’s and monsters that live inside of me it’s all the thing that i wish people could see but they can’t see my monsters with there eyes open so they will ever see them but it’s ok i will just fight my monsters by my self cuz well that how it’s always has been and i’m ok with that i think