if this is going to upset you dont read it.i write this today becuase i dont know what to do and i fell that today is the day that i share my story to get help. so frist off my real mom left me when i was 7 months. then later on as growing up i was getting abused my parents. then a few tramatic things as happen within a year. as i was coutinuing to grow up in 5 i was being bullied really bad not knowing what to do. in my middle school years i started to develop mental health problems not knowing what was going on with me until my socail worker told me that i might be having sings of anxiety and depression. half through 8 grade year my teacher called cps on my parents. as i keep growing older more and more things start to happen like almost getting killed by my sister for being apart  of LGBTQ+ and then dealing with my parents doing drugs and still abusing me in many differnt ways  i was admitted to hospital 30 or more time within these last two years went to impaient twice becuase i cannot take life anymore. now i am in foster care becuase i had parents who werent caring about me and we got evited twice and got kicked out of 10 hotels so im glad im in foster care i been through a lot and dont know how to let it go any way you people can help like giving me advice or being my friend i will really appreaite so much