I’ve mentioned a bit before, and im constantly working on improving this issue within myself: I have alot of regret and shame in my life that now as an adult im barely beginning to let go of. Why is it so difficult to move forward when I constantly feel humiliated. Wether I am being made fun of at the moment or not, what can I do to move forward when aside from the battle I have with myself, I feel overwhelmed with so much more of a reminder of my negative actions.
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It’s Been a While
Yirah, , Uncategorized, Anger, Anxiety, Career, Depression, 2
It seems it’s been quite a while since I last wrote a blog entry here. I would write about...
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Gender Queer/Fluid Journey
Rin.gregory, , Uncategorized, 1
I have CPTSD and am navigating a Fluid gendered journey to understand my authenticity better each day. It takes...
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Procrastinating
Mz_Unda_Std, , Uncategorized, Depression, Grief, Weight Loss, 0
The last few days I have been trying to clean my house and get things done on this huge...
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Surviving The Dark Empath
Lacey7, , Uncategorized, Domestic Abuse, Weight Loss, 0
It has been a year since the dark empath left our lives. The person left us with...
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Imagine
ace00017, , Uncategorized, Depression, Relationships, Suicide, 1
Imagine. There’s a word in hate to hear. I don’t do imagination and prefer to deal with the here...
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Had to run, the smoke was killing me
BeccaSweet, , Addiction, Anxiety, Depression, Marriage & Family, Teens, Uncategorized, 1
I was in Oregon and Nor Cal living and working. Doing ok, no seizures, just working, living and having...
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Blog 3: Itś Been Awhile, Buttt I´m back :)
Cass31661, , Uncategorized, Anxiety, Child, Therapist, 1
Helllooooo, I´m back!! Sorry about how long it´s been, I´ve been pretty busy with school work. Sooooo…there really isn´t...
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I woke up
charlottecarter93, , Uncategorized, Anger, Stress, 0
I woke up realising life has been one long fight. A fight for the top spot. Arguing, biting, snarking,...
The past clings on to us worse then anything I still think about it and everything that went wrong the only thing that use to help me was drinking my self away, I know this might sound dumb but in order for me to help myself (witch is still a struggle) I lay down or sit in a meditation pose and I thought and dug through everything that has held me back and I forgave myself after realizing that none of it can be changed and I either hate myself for everything that I can’t control or forgive myself and control my future and I did that by little things like planing my meals showering regularly setting alarms to go off every morning and getting a sleep schedule and if you even do one thing consistent everyday you are capable of so much more I’m sorry if this doesn’t help