I really want to get something to get off my chest and I thought it would be a good idea to share it here. So I’ve been having flashbacks or thinking of when people treated me wrong in high school and said a whole lot of shit. I still remember it to this day and I can’t seem to let it go, forgive or stop thinking about it. I think of the exact hurting words someone told me about my relationship issues in high school. It wasn’t even some of their businesses anyway in the first place. I feel like those people can’t forgive me either and they want to get back at me for not listening to them. How could people be so controlling and selfish. I don’t understand how I could keep thinking about these things. I’m hurt and bothered and I feel like I live in my past and its been a struggle to stop thinking about my past so much. I can’t seem to let go of the past. I feel like I still like those people from my past and I want them to be in my life right now. I sometimes cry myself to sleep because of these problems and I feel deeply hurt by them and how they don’t want to apologize to me now or ever. I feel like they should show up on my doorstep and bring some “sorry” gift and apologize to me face to face. I had strong feelings to get revenge on those people and I also wish the worst for them too even now. Does anyone have any idea I can cope or heal these thoughts? How I could deal with these problems head on? Let me know in the comments. I feel like I need to physically fight them daily or is it my thoughts that I need to fight? I don’t want to be controlled by others. I want to live the life that I want to live and no one will prevent me from living that life. This is what I wanted others to know and I hope that someone out there could help me deal with and curtail these problems. I want those thoughts to stop letting it hurt me and I wish that I can resolve the problems completely so that I could be free from pain and misery.
Related Articles
-
I’m sick of feeling used
Mz_Unda_Std, , Uncategorized, Career, Child, Relationships, Stress, Therapy, 1
I’m really need to come here more often to let out some of my feelings. I hate that I...
-
-
Waiting for September
Aquazium, , Teens, Uncategorized, Anger, 0
I’m empty And hurt You’re calling after me But my heart is burned Why do you think you can...
-
Why?
Mz_Unda_Std, , Uncategorized, PTSD, Relationships, Sex Therapy, 0
Why is it that the people you care and trust most are the ones that hurt you the worst....
-
Motivation
Lacey7, , Uncategorized, 3
Motivational quotes for life “The pessimist sees difficulty in every opportunity. The optimist sees opportunity in every difficulty.” —...
-
Frog and Toad Task is Life Changing!
Lacey7, , Uncategorized, Wellness Tips, 0
Why am I up at 10:50 pm knowing I have to be up at 4:00 a.m.? I want...
-
So Tired of This!
Jones, , Uncategorized, Anxiety, Child, Parenting, Relationships, Therapist, 0
I recently joined this community and wanted to just get some things down. I’m in my late 50’s and...
-
Emotions?
SH2004, , Teens, Uncategorized, 1
So I realize that I don’t do emotions and social situations the same way that those around me do....
0 Comments