Eccedentesiast: someone who hides pain behind a smile.
I feel as if I‘m fighting alone. And depression is an everyday fight. I‘m just so tired mentally and physically, I feel so drained. I wish I could be happy, but tbh it’s getting hard to always have to fake a smile when in reality all I want to do is cry lol. But again faking a smile is way easier than having to explain to someone why I’m depressed.