They can’t and won’t ever make you feel the way I did and still do. They don’t know what really feels good to you. It’s all for them because their hearts are not true.
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They won’t give you the memories I gave you. The ones that last a lifetime. Memories like that never fade away. Memories are kept locked in your mind and heart to help you regain focus when you’ve lost your way.
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They won’t know what to do when you’re down. I had a way of filling you up with cheer. I made you see the light was within your reach. It was because of me that you learned as I tried to teach.
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They can’t inspire you the way I did. Your dreams would not have come true without the strong support. Telling you you’re wonderful is different than knowing you’re the greatest at being you. I helped you find more things you could do.
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You are the reason behind who you are today. They settle for anything. I make you strive for more. The more you go, the further you’ll get. When the dark clouds are hovered, I kept your candle lit.
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You don’t even have to love them. They can only love your surface in order to love them self. I dug a lot deeper because the love you have inside is what makes the layers of protection. Love may be blind but it always points you in the right direction.
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They don’t look for the big picture. They are fine with the here and now. Your future will never grow because the seeds weren’t planted. They take everything you have to offer for granted.
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They thought they had changed you. You are better with them than you were with me. Changes don’t occur overnight. I’ll stick around while the changes in you and me are in process. They’ll run when the changes start to take place. They don’t live for the journey, they think it’s a race.
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Life is what you make. The roads you travel. The obstacles you build and conquer. The feelings you want to feel. The memories you create. The goals you strive to achieve. The seeds you plant. The love you give. The changes you allow to happen. They only want what they can get from you. I want what I have made and can create with you.
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I know it’s not all up to me. I know you want all the things I have to offer. I know with time, better changes will occur. I know you will always love me forever. A love like mine lasts even when we’re not together.
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I’m still learning from what I already know. I hope that you will have learned before it’s my time to go.
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