My sister and I used to be really close, then it seems like when she got a boyfriend and they eventually got married, she has become so distant. I know she is busy with a family, but she has time to hang out with her husband's sister. I honestly feel like her sister-in-law has taken over my spot. She gets to see my sister about 1 or 2 times a week, and I never get to see my sister. When I ask her to do something, she always turns me down, so I have given up asking her. She never contacts me or asks me to do anything. My mom feels the same way. She notices my sister never seems to care about what's going on in my life, and she'll never ask me to do anything. She also never contacts my mom either. Which bothers me. My mom is seriously the best mom in the world, she has always been there for my sister, and she cares about her so much. My mom misses my sister as well. It's like my sister has converted most of her time to her other family. Every time i see my sister, she just ends up nagging me. About anything and everything. She tells me to get a job everytime I see her. Which I know already. I really need one, but I am getting to the point where I'm so uncomfortable with myself that i never want to go outside anymore. She doesn't even get what's going on with me. So last night when we went out drinking…(which by the way, she never could go out with me on my 21st birthday, but she can go out last night for her sister-in-laws birthday), she just ends up nagging me about a job again. Except this time, she ends up telling me if I had a job, maybe I would have a love life. (I work seasonal jobs at the bookstore at my school) She ends up telling me that the bookstore is not going to get me any dates. It just makes me so sad that she has to insult my life so much. I give up…
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