We’re in danger of losing our house and we’re dealing with an attorney’s office to renegotiate our mortgage.  We called earlier and they said she was on the phone with a bank and they would have her call us back.  I gave her 15 minutes and called back.  They told me she stepped out of the office for a few hours and would be back by 3:30.  I was pissed… so I called back and said that I needed to speak with someone who was dealing with our file.  They said they would get Sue.  I was confused… didn’t they just tell me she was out of the office?  The guy kinda of got smart with me and said, "Well, do you want me to tell her to get off the phone?"  I said no, I just wanted to know if she was indeed there or not.  He said she would call us as soon as she got off the phone with the bank.

So now, I was going to go to the beach with my brother’s girlfriend.  We were dressed and ready to go and now I have to wait for this bitch to call.  And I don’t even know when these people are telling the truth or not.  I told her YESTERDAY I would call around noon.  My dad asked for something to eat, then told me he was sick and didn’t want food and asked what took so long.  Maybe I had to TOAST the ENGLISH MUFFIN?!?!

I hate this shit.  Maybe the apartment was a little dull, but at least I didn’t have to deal with this crap every single day.  The job hunt is at a standstill… I’ve applied to at least 30 different positions and today I had a woman who e-mailed ME back about my resume, who basically told me that my "background wasn’t that great," EVEN THOUGH I have 9 years of experience in the legal field!!  I wanted to tell her that HER background wasn’t that great because she couldn’t even send me a proper E-MAIL!! Her FIRST e-mail says, "Please call me tomorrow th" and the SECOND e-mail says her name and phone number.  What the hell kind of crap is that?!

So I’m doing shitty.  I’m tired of life in general and I have a doctor’s appointment at 4:45.  I’m about ready to commit myself again.  I feel like there’s no hope anymore.  I’m tired of it all. 


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