I apologize for not being on this site consistently. I get busy with work and sometimes I’m about to log in, but then find an excuse not to. I think of this site and the people I’ve encountered frequently.

I’ve been feeling very lonely lately. No one in my life actively reaches out to me. I thank God each day I have my two dogs otherwise I don’t think I’d have the will to get through each day. I’m confident I’m not the only one who is going to struggle with the holiday season upon us. I wish everyone well.

Not sure what else to update you guys on. I’ve read some previous blogs where it doesn’t look like they have the 300 word minimum so that’s good to hear. Now I don’t have to stress about looking at the word count for my blogs. I wish I could connect with someone. I miss having that emotional connection with another human. The weird thing is I haven’t healed enough from my break up to “get out there” and start hitting on people. I’d prefer to get to know someone slowly. I don’t think anyone would be attracted to me, though.

I guess another thing that’s been bumming me out is I feel like no one wants to listen to me. I’ve just learned to keep to myself. Whenever I do find someone to talk to they are just not very good listeners and I end up not wanting to talk to them. So for now I keep myself company and I just go out to pass by time and fill my need for human interaction.

I hope I’ll be able to find someone to connect with soon, especially with Thanksgiving next week starting off the holidays. It would be nice to have meaningful interactions again