I'm watching you sleep as I type away.

You've told me you no longer Love me and I don't know what to say.

I thought that our Love would last forever but your Love is gone

We've been together for years more than ten, what went wrong.

Our little one will suffer the most, how do I tell him his daddy will one day be moving out.

You have the easy way out and now I'm going to be stuck figuring everything out, no doubt.

You'll be happy partying and living the life weoncedid.

Meanwhile I'll be here feeling destroyed and a singlemom.

I wish you well but how will ever move on.

God will help me I know this but now I sit here typing staring at your lips.

Can't help thinking about you loving and touching someone elses hips.

I know I should focus on me and not think of you but how can't I I Love you.

Sitting here typing looking at you sleep, feeling so damn blue.

I'm in denial and maybe I can fix this, maybe your going through a faze.

He's told me before and I was completely amazed.

After all these years and all these tears.

How can you want another and share your fears.

I can't get over this and I want to so bad.

I want to get over this feeling because it feel like a dagar in my heart.

Baby, I want to fix this for us and our family, I don't want us apart.

It's inevitable you say, nothing else I can do, no tears no pleading nothing left I can say.

The damage is done, the years can't be replaced,all I see is grey.

How can I let go of the love of my life and watch him move on when I'm dying inside.

Lord give me the strength and so I won't keep swallowing my pride.

I look at you sleeping while the tears rolls done my face.

Praying to God that one day I can look back and not in this miserbale place.