Most of today was good, but when it got later in the day and i got tired, my body was still on overdrrive, and my mind was done……..I don't like this new mood stabilizer. My doc asked me if it was making me feel antsy. I gets thhat might describe it. I donn't feel relaxed!!!!!! Some of the day it is really good because I get a lot done, but now, I can't figure out what to do and lying down just gives me anxiety. I guess I will take a Klonapin. I also need to wash my work outfit. Kind of sad that I can't find any good meetup groups going on lately….I really want to hang around people. I have been going to more. There was a meetup to play soccer tonight, but I am beat having gotten up at 4:30 and then unloading the work truck by myself.

Right now I want to call my Mom and talk to her about getting a car for Ness, but I am afraid of doing that while I don't "feel like myself". I kind of feel like just ending the day by going to bed, but there is the laundry and also I am so full of snacks, I don't have rroom for dinner yet.

I guess I will take the klonapin and wash my work clothes. I am really frustrated that I don't feel like I can do anything else. I heard my FB "chat tone" and I didn't even want to sit up. That isn't like me. I like to talk to friends. I better put on my list to call my dr tomorrow. orr at least take a clonapin and see how I feel. sometimes I think I just have so many meds in me that my body is just all messed up.