I am sad because I feel like no one notices me. I try so hard to keep in contact with my friends but I’m always the one reaching out, not them. My sisters are perfect (I know no one’s perfect, but they’re close to it) and they get attention because they are beautiful. No one ever seems interested to talk to me. They all gravitate towards my sisters and not me. I try to be likable, but I am not noticed. I try to draw, write, and create songs to distract myself and make myself feel better. I also play animal crossing. I feel so alone. I feel like I want to take my life but I wouldn’t because it would ruin my family. But they never even ask me how I’m doing anyways. How can I change my thinking?
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My epic fail
kitten2008, , Depression, Bipolar, Career, Sex Therapy, Stress, Suicide, 1
I just cant stand it anymore i need something to stop this stress everytime i turn around i never...
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Where is the line between being ok alone and dangerous isolation?
Steph_jn, , Depression, Addiction, Anxiety, Child, Medication, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, Suicide, Therapist, Weight Loss, 1
When you change, and start doing things in a different way or start feeling differently towards certain things….its not...
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Less pain, more cigarettes
thebadkitty, , Depression, Anxiety, Forgiveness, PTSD, Relationships, Religion, Sex Therapy, Sleep Disorders, Suicide, 0
I’m feeling a little better about things today. Like… it all seems a little more possible. I don’t know...
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Dominatrix Photo Shoot / Visit To The Cheese State
thebadkitty, , Depression, Anxiety, 0
At my parents’ place in Wisconsin. I am glad to see them, but it isn’t easy being here. My...
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How I accidentally bought a dog
alishazaaman, , Depression, Teens, 0
Last night (August 6th probably 8:55ish) I was on Craigslist looking at the pets category where they re-home a...
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Crash
sadviolinist, , Depression, Career, Grief, Medication, Sleep Disorders, 1
Well, my ride on the hypomanic train has suddenly come to an end. It always does after a few...
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Sick of this
rainbowdash724, , Depression, Relationships, 3
I'm so sick of this. A stupid dance at school a few weeks ago happened. My group of so...
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Une histoire identitaire
dreams_of_hope, , Depression, Lesbian, Gay, LGBTQ, 1
J'avais besouin d'ecrire une histoire pour mon cours d'ecriture a l'ecole et la voila, merci a tous. Jespere bien...