I am sad because I feel like no one notices me. I try so hard to keep in contact with my friends but I’m always the one reaching out, not them. My sisters are perfect (I know no one’s perfect, but they’re close to it) and they get attention because they are beautiful. No one ever seems interested to talk to me. They all gravitate towards my sisters and not me. I try to be likable, but I am not noticed. I try to draw, write, and create songs to distract myself and make myself feel better. I also play animal crossing. I feel so alone. I feel like I want to take my life but I wouldn’t because it would ruin my family. But they never even ask me how I’m doing anyways. How can I change my thinking?
Sad rant
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Ms. Self Destruct
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