Hello I am a 25 year old housewife and at this moment in time I have zero and I mean zero friends because of my own self hatred.
i am horrified to leave my house because I find myself the most horrible person in the world I\’m the ugliest fattest most sad person I know!!
i also feel that is the reason i think my friends don\’t like me anymore and that just makes me hate myself more and that triggers my anxiety and then I become a bitch and I start to hate myself more for being a bitch to everyone.
i just would really like someone to talk too and maybe be a friend who can make me not feel so alone and hateful.
i do the samething everyday I get up I’m so bored with my life everyday I read just to escape reality it is depressing I imagine I’m talking to an anime character or that I’m in a tv show but in truth I have nobody who I can call a friend besides my husband
im lonely I want girl talk or just anybody to text me first asking me if I want to hang I miss that god I sound depressing
i really hope I can talk to people who are like me and talk about our problems.
i look forward to joining the support groups and learning how to deal with my anxiety and all so that I can leave the house without being afraid of others thoughts
so that I can live my life unafraid of everything and everyone!
If you have anything to say I would be happy to talk to anyone I would also love to help people if I can I am very friendly and honest I hope we can get along and help one another