Hello I am a 25 year old housewife and at this moment in time I have zero and I mean zero friends because of my own self hatred.
i am horrified to leave my house because I find myself the most horrible person in the world I\’m the ugliest fattest most sad person I know!!
i also feel that is the reason i think my friends don\’t like me anymore and that just makes me hate myself more and that triggers my anxiety and then I become a bitch and I start to hate myself more for being a bitch to everyone.
i just would really like someone to talk too and maybe be a friend who can make me not feel so alone and hateful.
i do the samething everyday I get up I’m so bored with my life everyday I read just to escape reality it is depressing I imagine I’m talking to an anime character or that I’m in a tv show but in truth I have nobody who I can call a friend besides my husband
im lonely I want girl talk or just anybody to text me first asking me if I want to hang I miss that god I sound depressing
i really hope I can talk to people who are like me and talk about our problems.
i look forward to joining the support groups and learning how to deal with my anxiety and all so that I can leave the house without being afraid of others thoughts
so that I can live my life unafraid of everything and everyone!
If you have anything to say I would be happy to talk to anyone I would also love to help people if I can I am very friendly and honest I hope we can get along and help one another
i’m sorry you feel this way. no one should feel alone.
i feel neglected by my people in my life currently.
I really like the picture you posted. Is that Saya-man?
I’m sorry you feel neglected and yes it is
hello, you are not alone….i have been dealing with loneliness and isolation for many many years, neglected and abandoned by all my family members, i mean we talk on the phone but rarely do i get any visitors……they all claim that my AIDS is not a problem but I know that that is the problem. I just try not to think about it too much and just get through the day. Hope things improve for you