My lil one has been sick since last Saturday. He started with a sniffle and then constant sneezing. He has alergies so I waited till Monday to see if it got better and when it didn’t I took him to the doc and she found that he had a sinus infection and prescribed antibiotis. Within 2 days he it went into his chest and he had some weezing ( It has slowly progessed as the week went on) so she pescribed 2 meds used for asthma type symptoms. Well The whole week my husbad has been acting like an ass so we’ve been arguing alot and with my sis and mom here it got worse. Well yesterday was the first day he started the new meds and my husband decided to take my son out to run arrands after i told him not to cause he is still sick. He’s better but he knows he has to take meds every few hours. Well i read the labels and was gonna set reminders on my phone to remind me what med to take and what time to take it. Well He took of and I kept calling him and he was being a stupid ass and not wanting to answer the phone and giving it to my son and would not get on the phone so I was pissed. When he finally answered the phone himself it was 2 hours later and 15 min before the meds were due to be taken. He says he will not be home for enother hour and is far away and I should have told him and he doesn’t know about any of this and why don’t i keep him informed. Uh HELLO! You know he’s sick and know damn well he’s taking meds. Ugggg! SO i got even more pissed off. Well they got home 15 minutes after the med were supposed to be taken. Well I gave my son his meds and was being a lil difficult and spit out the first half of the meds i put in his mouth so I finally finished giving him the antibiotics and one of the new meds. We ended up going out to dinner and i rembered that one of the other new meds was due to be taken then i realized i gave him the wrong one when they had gotten home earlier. THe one I had given him was only to be taken once a day and the antibiotics and the other new med r 3 times a day so I was freaking out. I called the pharmacy and spoke to the pharmacist and she basically told me that I overdoesed my son and he would have some long term side affects because of it. I then called my doc and she said sinve it’s the first day he took them he should be fine and to continue giving him the meds as usual and he should be fine. I then called poison control anmd agreed with the doc and told me the pharmacist was totally wrong and not to worry just watch my son and if anything happened to take him to doc or ER. Well thankfully he had no problems with it that i noticed. He was running about as he always does and was as he is normally. I then realized that I was so wound up that my judgement was impared and that I am a danger to my kids when i am like this. How could I have done such a stupid thing. I was in such a low place last night and to make things worse my husband was like see u are always fucking things up and are never organized blah blah blah. I was like if u hadn’t pisse dme off so bad this would have never happeded. We are both to blame for this but I am more to even let this affect me so bad that I could have killed my baby boy. I am the worst person in the world and do not deserve to be a mom. I need help and I haven’t seen my therapist in a few weeks and I just need to see here and she has not called me back. I just don’t know how I could have let this happen and I am very angry at myself.