i feel useless, days going by faster and faster, i just feel like if i weren’t here there would be no difference. no tears, no jaw drops. just knowing that i was giving up, everyone could see me tumble down slowly, no one would care to catch me. my family doesn’t care to notice how hard i try for them. my only friend is an online friend who i depend on for everything, my happiness, my everything. i wanna be able to have a fun life, live the life every dreams of having. i wanna have friends.