I'm in something of a bad mood right now. Everything was going okay until my "friend" got all pissed off at me for getting back together with my boyfriend. She has been insisting that he's abusive and seems to think that he's somewhere on Osama Bin Laden's level of villainy. She despises him and seems to have made stories up in her head. She said that my grades drop when I'm with him…even though I was on the Dean's List last quarter and this quarter and would have been on the first quarter as well but I was short a class after dropping Italian. I never said my grades drop.

She also said that my anxiety level spikes when I'm with him. This isn't true. I'm anxious at random times. I have Generalized Anxiety, it's kind of hard to predict…

She insists that one day he'll try to hit me. He weighs less than I do and avoids physical conflict. I've been in more fights than he has. I feel confident that he couldn't hurt me and wouldn't even try.

She blames all of my flaws on him. She hasn't faulted me for anything I've ever said or done.

She basically went off on both of us and seems to be calling me stupid. She keeps saying, "I thought you were smarter than that" and I'm starting to think that she's the abusive one. When I started playing WoW with her, she insisted that I play on her realm. She didn't offer to play on mine at all. When I gave in, she insisted that I play a certain character even though I didn't want to. And then she insisted that I help organize raids for her guild even though I continually expressed a disinterest in doing so. And this is just with an online game! She's a lesbian…so I'm wondering if maybe she's being possessive… She claims that she views me as something of a sister/daughter but I feel suffocated and like she completely discounted everything I said.

What's worse is, on top of the argument inspired anxiety, I left my dog outside on accident when I came home. I don't even know how she got out but she did and now I don't know where she is and it's nearly 11:00 at night.

Update: My Dad finally caught the dog and he's not mad at me anymore. It was the first time I ever let her out on accident and he calmed down.