So this is the time when everyone starts talking to you about the future. What do you want to do? Who do you want to be? Where are you going to live? I have found my answer for all of those annoying questions.

I DON'T KNOW!

Why can't adults just let kids live without thinking about what is to come? I just want my dice to drop without interference. The question that I have been asking myself here lately is where am I going to live. For the past year or so I have been living in a trailor and I like it. I've lived in a normal house and i've lived in one of those really expencive and big houses. I've had my fair share of houses. Although my boyfriend asked me what I was going to do with my life when I grow up. I told him it all depended on what happens between now and then. Of course I was curios as to why he would ask me such a question at such a weird time. He said it was because he was thinking that i could move in with him when I graduate… I know he's not expecting an answer for a while considering I don't graduate for another 3 years. And honestly I don't think I could give him answer any time soon. I mean 3 years is a long time. I don't even know if we are going to be together in 3 years. I mean I hope although I'm a freshman. The chance of him being the one is a million to 1. Not to say that that stuff doesn't happen but for me right now, it's a fairytale. I don't like to dwell in fairytales because they are all but an illusion. I think I won't answer to that idea. Be on the safe side. I don't want to say something wrong and him be mad at me or something.

I still wish my life could end right now.

*Smile*