Today I ended my 5 year relationship.

 

I finally had the courage and now I dont know what to do. I worked today to get my mind off of it. I drank all day. I havent slipped into that crying yet.. I wonder if that means my mind is made up. Smoking my second cig of the day.. Think about him and not thinking about him…

Now that im an individual again what do I do? Now that I can do things without permission im afraid. In a way I was mentally exhausted..

I feel strange like another person… A person who has unlimited doors….

1 Comment
  1. aquazium 10 months ago

    You’re so brave!! I get this feeling! It’s always hard when things change, and you feel good for doing it but at the same time not because now you don’t have a life. It’s okay to cry. You can also get support, that’s why you posted this blog.
    I promise that everything is going to be okay. Doors will open to you. You needed to let them go and you did it and now things will work out for you. Trust me.
    We’re here for you all the time, so let us know if you need anything.
    I believe in you and I’m so proud of you!!

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