First of all, I just want to say how much I miss everybody I’ve met on here. I’m sorry I’ve been MIA, but things have gotten really busy in my life. Also, my workload at my job has increased exponentially and sadly that was when I was able to spend the most time checking out this sight. LOL

I wish I could update you on EVERYTHING that’s been going on, especially emotionally, but there’s just been so much.

Since I last updated I’ve gone to “Nerd Night” two more times. I really love the event. Last time I actually met someone. It was a guy and he was in his early 20s. It was actually kind of endearing. He was asking me advice on how to talk to women. LOL! There’s actually another “Nerd Night” this week on August 10^th. I’m not sure when I’ll post this blog. I usually write it out on a Word document then when I’m finished I post it.

I’ve finally started dating again. I went to a speed dating event over a month ago and have been on 2 individual dates. Maybe some time in the future I can go more into those experiences.

So from 50 days or so since my ex moved out to about 140 days, I guess I’m coming a long way. I don’t know how long I’ll keep the tally. Maybe I’ll know when it’s time to let it go. It definitely doesn’t hurt as much keeping up with the tally. Sometimes I don’t even mark it every day and I have to go back and catch up. God, I remember when I was marking 10 or 15 days and how painful it still was.

Emotionally I’ve still had my ups and downs. I was surprised because I thought I’d be a lot better by this point, but I guess not.  My friend had to remind me that there’s no set timetable for recovery. I guess I just have to remind myself that. Honestly, the past few days it feels like I just had the breakup all over again.