Hii tribe,im betterz now i found it VERY hard to sleep last night..too worried and my ocd hasnt been that bad since..well i was 14 ish.i think i semi know how my friend feels about not sleeping now..that was a ROUGH trip. i got the mental walls back up and im strong again..i think i was just really tired..hence "weak walls" cause im uslly a very stable person whome doesnt ever hurt herself..i keep hearing something in the house click on and off..like a lamp..its weird cause i never notice it unless im sitting at the dinning room table typing on my computer in a certain seat..kinda creepy? lol…well i need to go do school stuff like always,then work. Comments are great.

heres the lyrics to that song..i notice alot of people think i write these last lyrics..but i copy and paste them from songs..i thought i put that in each blog but oh well maybe not….laterz

I can count a million times
People asking me how I
Can praise You with all that I’ve gone through
The question just amazes me
Can circumstances possibly
Change who I forever am in You
Maybe since my life was changed
Long before these rainy days
It’s never really ever crossed my mind
To turn my back on you, oh Lord
My only shelter from the storm
But instead I draw closer through these times
So I pray

Holy, holy, holy
Is the Lord God Almighty