Well I’m new here. I was invited to come here by a new friend of mine.This is a pretty cool website!!! So of course I signed up here. I’ll tell you more about my depression. I was diagnosed with Bipolar Manic Depression along with Schitzo Affective Disorder at the age of 16 year old. Bipolar Depression runs in my family genes and it is from my mom’s side of the family. My mom’s mom was depressed when they had no medications to help you deal with your depression. And she jumped off of a cliff when my mom was in her 20’s and died. My mom has Bipolar Depression and it has been hard for her growing up in her adult years with no mom. My mom is my best friend. She’s been through everything with me. It has taken me over 60 different medications to get me stablized. I have been in and out of mental hospital throughout all of my life,until the age of 24. Doctors told my parents that I would never live a normal life and boy did God prove them wrong. I don’t work because
of the Depression Disorder. I have had ECT done and it helped for some time. But now I have short term memory loss because of the ECT. I’ve been doing pretty good lately. So that’s me for now. Sure I have my bad days, but I also have my good days. I thank God for my Disorder, because if anything it has brought me to an even closer and deeper understanding of God and how he can work all things out for the good of those who love Him.
“We know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to His Purpose” (Romans 8:28).
When Things Go Wrong
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Toxic Eyes
Silent_Sigh, , Depression, Anxiety, 1
I'm wired and I'm tired and I'm sick of having to make such an effort to walk in a...
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The passed is still creeping up!
pixieflower, , Depression, Anger, Anxiety, Career, Relationships, Religion, Stress, 1
Money is what the make the world go round. Its so frustrating! I work so hard trying to do...
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My husband and my Medical Care
greyness, , Depression, Child, Depression, Divorce, Domestic Abuse, Suicide, Therapist, 0
Yesterday, which was Monday I had an appointment with my doctor for some new meds. It was a...
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Inner Beauty
KimberlyArellano88, , Depression, Depression, Self Esteem, 0
When I was younger, I was constantly told that I wasn't pretty, I wasn't smart, I couldn't do this...
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Why I’m here
Kamryn, , Anxiety, Depression, Teens, Depression, Eating Disorder, Obesity, Relationships, Sleep Disorders, 1
I was sexually assaulted and I have just recently been talking about it to my close friends i really...
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No More Self Harm
amber_lee, , Depression, Relationships, Stress, Therapist, 1
Last night my boyfriend found out that I sometimes harm myself. I do not cut, but when I’m under...
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Coming Up for Air
sadviolinist, , Depression, Anxiety, Child, Depression, Sleep Disorders, Weight Loss, 0
Complaints first today ~ I have a headache, it's raining again, and we have to go to Wal-Mart and...
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3-13-13
laurevolution, , Depression, Anger, Stress, 1
i feel like a shell of a person today, im just going through the motions like a ghost. i...
