HBO has “Bury my Heart at Wounded Knee” on tonight so I'm trying to figure out how I can see it online or something…or find someone who can record it. I don't have cable (well just basic) as I really don't watch TV much.

I'm starting a new job for a foundation that promotes the study of Cosmology and also Women's Rights and Neuroscience. Should be fascinating! I just watched “What the Bleep Do we Know” AGAIN, want to order “Through the Looking Glass” and wish there was someone here I could talk to about quantum physics….. BUT alas THERE IS NOT.

I have been seeing a guy (Harley guy- wrench type) and last night we were talking about his playing video games and he was all excited about battlefield2 and his latest rank and I said to him…you know, we have absolutely nothing in common. He said, “You're just figuring that out? I've know that forever!” LOL!… When will I EVER learn!?

He has no idea what Wounded Knee is and I am Native American. He will not watch “What the bleep” and when I mentioned Cosmology he thought I was talking about make-up.

Truth is we are both in recovery and we have that in common…but that's all. He was sober a year when we met and he brought me into the rooms two years seven months ago tomorrow. I have done the steps now, made my ammends…learned immeasurable things about my self. I know who I am now. I also know this man will be my friend forever and that I love him dearly. We go to meetings and we are so comfortable we don't HAVE to talk when we're together….but I wish we COULD.

Being seen with him constantly, keeps me from meeting other people… It's a small island. I am perceived as “Property”.

I am looking for an venue where I can find people I might have more in common with….but I like to and want to hang with folks in recovery..

Guess I'll talk with GUS about this.

Life is SOOOOOOOOO interesting!:bowl: