Hi everyone, again.

Been a while since i’ve blogged, guess today is fitting to do it, I suppose.

I’ve been away from my son almost a month now, missing him like hell now.

I watched a video of him earlier on my laptop, it made me think about him so much it bought tears to my eyes..

Not a lot does that to me anymore, but one of the main things I love in my life is 320+ miles away from me at the moment.

I miss him so much, and I wonder why i’m doing what i’m considering.

Life has been picking up for me recently, i’ve met someone who accepts me for me. I’ve even trusted her with bits of my past. Not often I do that really anymore.

I want to tell her everything, but things that have happened in the past with trust stop me, once again. The last person I trusted fully shat on me completely.. Maybe she’s different though! 🙂

I keep having strange dreams that she is pregnant.. looking for some answers to those dreams if I can, and if anyone is able to help with reading dreams.

There are other things in these dreams, but i don’t want to talk about those at the moment.

I’m sorry if i’ve scared a few people in the past on here, I didn’t mean to and I think i’m getting better now.

I hope everyone is well, and remember life gets better eventually. Look at me for instance. A few months ago, my life was completely screwed.. a few months down the line and things are improving.

I haven’t commited my annoying habit in a few weeks or so now, mabye this is a turn around for me again. We’ll see i suppose.

I’ll update as soon as i have more news to tell.

Love and light, truth and understanding to everyone here.

"Life’s too short to be pissed off all the time"

-GreenSkies.