Hello. I have been having a really bad time lately for the past 25 + days. I moved into my new residence hall on August 1 for my third year of college. Last year I had really bad anxiety attacks and mild depression. This past spring quarter, I was doing really really well. Only mild anxiety here and there but nothing that was bothersome to my daily life. Over the summer, I was also doing pretty well. Then it was time to move in and start the new year. I was initially really excited because of my leadership position on campus, my new office assistant job, and the fact that I was rooming with my best friend. Then I got to school and it was a whole new story. I have had really bad anxiety and depression, that just keeps getting worse and worse. I don't understand why it is happening. I can't function, I can't go to class, I can't eat. I am really skinny to begin with so the eating is a huge problem. I had to come home last night because I was so bad. I am scared of myself, scared to be alone. I can't be left alone with my thougths. I don't know what to do. I can't go back to school, or work, but I am scared to tell anyone. What the hell should I do? I just want to curl up in a ball and sleep until it all goes away, but in my head, I don't think it will ever go away. 25 + days is a long spell of anxiety and depression. Pleaes tell me what you think. I just need to hear things. I need adivce and comfort. I am safe right now at home so don't worry. But what am I supposed to do about school. I am a failure if I have to drop out. Help me please.