… I think dad is getting tired of me asking him to buy it. Earler before the start of my spiral I wined that I wanted to play minecraft, and he just rolled his eyes at me. I just wanna play some motherfucking minecraft and not stress over systems with three varibles and the children who have made me fail this lesson 4 times now. thats all I motherfucking want to do. And its not like the switch is that expecive- only 120, and my brother offered to pay the 20, and my mother said she would have bought it for me if she knew her ebay stuff. I have a GPA of 3.86. Is that not good enough for him? I nearly get all A’s. Is that not good? I recently got an A+ in bio and an A in english. Is that not good enough? Am I not good enough? And its not like I broke the first switch we had, or is constently getting in trouble- on the contuary, I’m the only kid in a house of 7 kids who actually helps with the baby, and hasn’t run away or got in any serious trouble sense school started a month or two ago.

but, off the topic: don’t you think after you missled your child and wanted them to redo their work because of your mistake, and they say that they didn’t want to because clearly they have had a bit of a rough day, you call them starting to tear up pathedic, then try to bribe them with the candy you bough them for getting a 100 in their test, that something might be just a *bit* wrong when they start crying harder and run out of the room yelling “I’m sorry”?